All proceeds go towards the Death Collective and helping fund a new communal PA system.
This is long overdue as I've had a lot of doubts along the way. I'm sort of hoping this is the end of a chapter for me.
I find it can be very difficult to stay dedicated as a musician these days, if I'm not on top of the world it often feels like I'm on the bottom. I've had trouble feeling like what I do is of value.
Every so often though I am reminded to trust my intuition and keep going.
Music for me is not a logical thing, it's a kind of deep therapy, which often makes it a very frustrating endeavour. I tend to think everything through in my life but making music is all about letting go of control.
It's like a lucid dream, the more I try to control, the quicker it slips away and I wake up. Then its gone and I'm left wondering what to do with it. Thats the difficult part.
But as long as I live, I'll be writing, and thats it. Whether anyone listens or not, well that can't make any difference to me now.
credits
released March 20, 2019
Innes Nolan - Drums
Kieran Hughes - Bass, Mixing
Jack Boyle - Recording
Mark Lough - Mix/Mastering
Lucky enough to play drums for Kenny when he released this record and we toured through France and Germany. Lovely and melancholic, its full of amazing memories for me. December '91